Thursday, June 08, 2006
Well I knew it had to be something
Well, it appears I'm going to be resetting all my passwords. Fun eh? I was wondering why things were acting a bit odd on the puter here and doing a Spyware search I encounted something called WinWhatWhereKeylogger. So, great, now I have to think up new passwords, reset everywhere because it's a logger of keystrokes and try and remember what I gave myself now as passwords. I mean really...WTF?
This of course makes a bit more sense to me of why I got an odd mail on Myspace today from someone I don't even know who said I was harrassing him. Makes me wonder what the hell else this program is going to find and just how I happened to get this annoying little doodad.
Life here? Boring, and at the same time, dull. I'm going out tomorrow night with my sis and brother to see La Cage Aux Folles. Should be pretty groovin because I love the show and I need something to make me feel better about myself. Guess I'm back to thinking too much again but hey, that's life eh?
This weekend is Pride in San Jose and I'm not sure if I want to do the parade but I'll probably make it down to the festivities afterwards. I'm not exceptionally good with crowds but the one time I managed to make it down to where they hold the afterwards stuff....it was pretty mellow. Does give me pause considering the SF Pride parade. I don't think I can/could deal with the party that is going to be happening on Castro that night/weekend. It's not that I'm claustrophobic, but I think I'm a little agorophobic. Crowds that make you feel like a sardine trying to be pushed into the tin after it's already full definately freak me out a bit.
I'm not sure if I broke the diet tonight. I tried my best to eat South Beachly, but I scooped up some rice with the beans by accident, and I think I ate a crouton by mistake :) Yeah I know....ain't the end of the world but damnit, I want to lose weight and get healthy (and maybe one day find someone that I could call a boyfriend).
I'm starting also to wonder where my life is heading exactly. Wondering what would happen if I just decided to move to another state. Would the world really change that much? After I got web access, I don't know. Just would be a different place and different people is all. That in and of itself is a wierd thought. Granted I don't have the cash to think about moving out of state, but I'm feeling a bit of wanderlust creep up on me. It's been almost 2 years since I had a vacation which was 4 days in Disneyland last time. Think I'm due for one but I don't want to spend tons o' cash ya know? Ah the perils of being me.
One of these days, I'm going to find the right place at the right time and finally figure out who and what the hell I really am. Maybe I'll just turn into a superhero.
For those that don't know, that picture is by Kelly Stern. Thanks again Kelly and happy Pride month since I haven't said it yet!.
Be safe. Be happy. Be loved!