Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Time time time, where the hell did ya go?

Ok, this has to be a quick and cut and dry posting....no rambling....I'm on the clock as it were. I haven't had dinner, and I wasted my afternoon when I should have been starting my homework. Damn computers and trying to organize them.

So the idea was that I would clean up my favourite files for the internet right? Well, when you can't remember what the hell the link goes to, obviously you look right? Ya don't wanna get rid of something good and have to try and remember what it was and find it again right? So what was the big folder to clean for me? Porn.

Now, I'm not a total pervert here. I have a semi-healthy sex drive. Fact is though that I hardly ever open that folder anymore. I'm finding other things to occupy my time. And exactly how many damn pay sites are there out there that have reoccuring payment plans? Ain't that just a crock?! Not to mention that for some of them I needed on of those AVS things that I refuse to pay for. Hell, I don't pay for the pay porn sites either. So, an entire afternoon deciding whether or not to get rid of porn sites. Needless to say, it got me a bit pent up. Next thing I know there was the neighbor's cat screaming in pleasure on the floor while I....um...yeah...what really happened was that time (remember how I said I needed to keep this cut and dried?) got away from me. The internet is a vacume I tell ya. It's true.

So, the skinny on what's going on lately for me? It's been almost a week of no Ben showing up for his morning coffee or juice. I'm starting to wonder if he accidentally found this site and was so appauled that I was interested in him that he just stopped coming in. Actually I had the wierd feeling the last time I saw him that he had found a boyfriend. I don't know why, but my gut feelings have been some of my best friends for a while. So....goodbye Ben, it was nice fantasizing that maybe I had a snowballs chance in the depths of the 5th level of Hell with ya. NEXT?! (yeah right....I'd be lucky to have someone drag their friend in to meet me lately!)

And the class? Well, I'm supposed to be reading about how to write a 5 page play. I rested on my laurels yesterday and then fucked up today with the time thing, so I have major work to do this week. Guess I'm gonna be typing like a madman for the next couple of days.

And that's about it...worked today...was actualy awake while doing so (and why can't that happen when I work with my boss dammit?), and it's getting warm for Cali. I hear that we're going to be up in the 90's inland soon. Summer has arrived and I need to buy a fan!

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