Woo hoo it is the weekend! I've been waiting for this since Monday I swear. I'm gonna do pretty much nothin, well except maybe go riding tomorrow.
So....the story today when I went to pick up something I ordered from Altboy's shop. First of all, he's hella cute. Next I find out that he had already bought what I had him order and just wanted me to give him the cash (basically at discount). Now, I don't know why this is such a big deal to me, but we were chatting a little bit outside while he took a break. First of all, he smokes. This is actually a big deal to me because so do I. I know...I know. It's bad for me and yes, I know, my father died of cancer. I was there for that thank you very much. Still, there's a wierd tie between smokers. You can always bum off them, they don't complain much when kissin ya (don't I wish THAT had happened), and there's an understanding about when you feel you need one.
So, having said that, we were chatting and having a smoke. Turns out that he's just this really amazingly athletic guy. I'd list off the sports he talked about (besides biking), but the bigger deal to me was when I went to leave. See, there seemed to be some kinda wierd vibe (god I hate the word but I don't know how else to explain it). I couldn't look at him...I don't think he looked at me that much. I'm petrified that when we did look at each other he saw right into my soul through my eyes. It was oddly intense for me at least. It was his hands. We shook hands as he was going back in. He has the softest damn hands I have felt in a long time. I swear! Mine are all hardened from 10 years of working as a tech. director at a theatre building sets. His though? .... sigh... :)
This metrosexuality thing really has to end soon. I mean how am I supposed to figure anything out?! Still, I know have a decent bike cover and two lights so I can ride at night. I like riding at night because it's more peacefull. My old car had broken down a long time ago, and that's when I bought my bike and yeah, I rode it to work for the time until I could get my car fixed. At 5:20am, there's no one around. It's really amazing to ride at that hour. Now, I get to ride at night which I'm hoping could be the same sort of experience. Get to be alone with my music and thoughts and the darkness. Oish.....my gothboy roots are showing again.
So...I guess maybe Monday I'll try and track him down again. If he comes in to the shop, I have to find a way to say friggin SOMETHING to him. Not sure what but I think it's time I let him know I'm interested and I'll just have to suffer the consequences of that.
But it's the weekend and I think I'm going to go and play X-Men Legends for a couple of 4 hours.
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Talking to my crush is such a big deal for me too, maybe because it doesn't happen enough. I really hope everything works out for you!
Me too! Still....as nerve wracking as it at times, I got my stupid heart pumpin when it does happen :)
I'm hoping things work for both of us!
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