I wanted to thank you all for your comments on last night's entry. I didn't even realize that some of you read my blog heh. It really does mean a great deal to me and I just wanted to say thank you again. I thought about emailing all of you that said something but realized, it might seem just a tad wierd so....?
So I had been down lately, rather, for a while and I don't know why other than I had a lot on my mind (and this was before Katrina). Today though, standing outside having my morning smoke with coffee in hand, I turned my face up to the sky and told my Dieties what I didn't want. This won't make any sense to anyone that doesn't actually know me well but I told them I didn't want to live my father's life. That is for another post....a long one...one I'm not entirely sure I'm up to posting for the world to see. The thing is that I know what I believe in hears everything I say and they acted rather quickly on my behalf (now if you don't believe in this...well I do and that's the part that actually matters). Today I started feeling like my old self again. I'm slightly randy, I was upbeat all day at work (even with a coworker that let me do 80% of the work)...and I don't feel so damn exhausted. I think the old me, or maybe even a new me, is back in full force.
One thing that will always pick you up slightly is that face...come one you know what I mean...the face of that one someone you weren't expecting to see? The extremely cute guy face! Asked him again today what his name was and I think it sunk in this time. He works at a bike shop (cycles not motorbikes) and hopefully will be there Monday when I take mine in. Best of all, he's been showing me his tattoo. Big deal you say? It is to me because it's slightly above (or below...I'll have to look again heh) his belly button. It is a beautiful piece, but it's so damn sexy to see that section of his tummy that I just want to lick until the ink comes off on my tongue! Ah....my little Altboy...would the heavens grant me that you are gay, oh yeah, and single and interested.
No news yet from my fam but I'm taking that as good news. I have a feeling Chris and Mary are in Houston (and may god save all humanity from that town). Guess I'll find out this weekend if I'm lucky. I have to *quivering in fear* call mom. Been putting it off for a while so...
God I hope my altboy comes in tomorrow so I can find out if he's working Monday!